[2006-05-27]_4:49 p.m.
rants and rants
it is decided
that my ways are to change
course heading coordinates
all that can be
will
i cannot
will not
be left behind watching
sweeping up my hopes
and encouraging yours
i will not stand by
and watch my desires
elude me
face to face
i thought it better
this way
than none
but failed
a grade below an F
to grasp
that percentages are misleading
and im tired of having
my rib cage ripped open
for it has not healed in so long
that i am forgetting
please be temporary
i have forgot
how to love myself.