[2011-03-30]_5:10 p.m.

Its like a flashback
when you are not old or
experienced enough to have them
someone you hold so dead
holding you down
such pressures
no breaths
an investment gone awry
left in shambles
griping photo books and
quoting past times
there is no rainbow from here
there is nothing to look
forward to
it's like breathing under water
with no hope of oxygen in sight
swallowing the waves.