[2004-10-05]_1:49 p.m.
cigarettes done
sitting
thinking
feeling
nothing happenening.
my hair has been cut
and I wish a shower
and clean clothes
and a comfortable bed.
and for this thing to no longer be embedded in my tooth!
I'm getting older
the nights draw more out
that I thought I could manage.
but its all in great company
thanx diana
you are the star in my sky
how about you
I feel possibly I have been neglecting you
but I am so busy
offering that as my only excuse
ill make time
if only you would too.
it has never stopped or paused
but it goes on
I hope you can still feel it
in the biting dark
cigarettes done