[2004-09-16]_2:09 p.m.
breathlessness
can I hold my breath a little longer
just 5 more seconds
the pain grows
each day
of my solitude
each time
I wonder
what's broken inside of me
what connection is malnourished
what my disfunction seems to be
the mirror won't even look in my eyes
but it is swell
that I can feel this
for without it
I'd never know what it is
to live
to love
to breath.
kisses