[2003-12-23]_6:42 p.m.
yep
i feel isolated right now. it all started at work today, when i was on my break, im my secret place, so i dont have to deal with people on my break, and these two guys were beating eachother up 2 feet away from me. and i just sat there and did nothing. like nothing was happening at all. thats how i feel today.
i got my poem book finished today,
i gave josh his first because he inspired so much to come out of me. so i thought it was fitting.
hans is home today
i wonder if hell go drinking with me.
i want to be drunk
so that i dont mind feeling this way.
cause when im drunk, all i think about is how dizzy the world is.
hans, save me.
josh has abandoned me for the city. man i would love to be there.
how i miss my home.