[2003-12-26]_2:22 a.m.
christmas
christmas is officailly over. thank god. every year it just gets more tedious than the last. times are tough for most people right now. everyone has some shit goin on and its all overwhelming. aaaah
i need a break from things. but they do make me tick. i wish things werent the way they are, but there is nothing i can do to resolve the situation that i know of. and ive been thinking about it for a while. you'll never understand. and ill never try to explain it. god save my mind and give me guidance.
happy new years.