[2003-12-22]_5:51 p.m.
addendum
a friend just called and asked if i knew who josh someone was. i dont. in the background, karen was screaming and crying. i asked what was wrong, and he said they were having some problems. i asked what was going on again, silence. more crying. louder. more. louder. he said, we'll talk soon. good bye israel.
this is how i feel right now.
it has no name.
but youd recognize it if you felt it.
its a very empty feeling.
no cigarette can bring me out of this.