[2004-10-17]_3:41 a.m.
I so do
do you ever just sit back
and see
the waves engulf you
swelling higher each time
squeezing your breath with a cold bite
feeling
nothing at all
looking up
for some direction
and
and
getting nothing
like you've been abandoned
and this is it
and what are you doing
and why can't you smile the way you want to
I do
now that I caught a breath
so hard
my chest being smashed
my soul so unattached
that next time you'll know
cause you will
but you'll step through that door
no questions asked
because the answers are under your skin
those bumps
that let you know
the air will not be your friend
the air
those bumps
and
and
getting nothing.
I so do.