[2004-01-12]_8:35 p.m.
la chona
just ate el torritos
i feel like im a chona
wanting to go out dancing every night
but i cant
because i just cant
not by choice
im glad i can get to know joseph
he's a funny guy
kinda reminds me of that guy from third rock from the sun
the way he laughs
and hides his eyes.
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i am thinking of this song right now:
romeo
you keep on giving me the hold up
you know id wish youd make your mind up
cause once youre gettin on its so so
you used to be my romeo
cause you see my dear i have had enough
of keeping quiet about all this stuff
youre neurotic like a yo yo
you used to be my romeo
let it all go
(repeated)
cause you left me laying then
with a broken heart
Through a decoy boy
Known in the dark
I met you once in the morning
And another one got from dawning
Got your tears on my pillow, yes my dear
Gonna let it all go, gonna have no fears
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nice song. especially the acoustic
good night josh. sign off so quick
the world stopped spinning for a moment
as i held my breath
fare thee well.
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this candy taunts me on the desk. my teeth would i just put it into them.
screms from inside
so quiet
you can hear them on a sunday moring
just as the sun rises
on last time
54321
my mood is that of chococlate
dark chocolate
no semi sweet bull shit around here
my stomach has been pleased
and will not plunder tonight
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i am distancing myself more
from everyone
its almost time
for me to shine
i feel it coming down the tube
and i scares me
i dont want to be alone
surrounded by so many
it doesnt feel right
it never gets any better either
just a day at a time
finding the pieces of my soul
brushing them off
and getting out the super glue
so i can find my way
in this hazy world
of lies and smog
and desires feed to you
for no reason at all
loud hearts comandeering bodies
thats all i feel right now
and so much more
that only you know
that i do more
3 to you
and none to me