[2004-01-12]_9:40 p.m.
photo book
i just chatted with an old friend
its been forever
and it brought back memories
good ones
when life was great
school was awful
the raves were bumping
i was young
and didnt have a care in the world
i ate em up and spit em out
such fond memories
lightning on a mountain top
trying to stab us with its egdes
my high school crush
robbie dalla
i will always love him
but i dont know why he changed
the way he did
it makes me sad to think about it
the road hes traveling doesnt have room
to for me to stand on
and i accept that
but it still hurts
the damn rear view mirror
and damn all this depressing music
thats so beautiful
like each note a dagger
heading to my heart
shortcut through the ears
deep into me
gripping my heart
and letting it all leak out
until i overflow
with too much of the past
that i no longer breath for today.