[2004-01-11]_1:15 a.m.
hangover saturday
i have made my page pretty.
i do so enjoy it
what a day
so long
and the pain behind my eyes
trying to get out
and leave me behind
with all the pain
abandoning myself
what the fuck
i do not know anymore
i feel like
each time
i go into another area code
where the streets arent clean
and the walls fall
without warning
my stomach hungers
and screams internally
shaking me like a misbehaved child
stop the pain
is what i plea
upwards
in vain
to a deaf god
who likes to watch
his creations fester.
i will stretch out my damn shirt if i want to!
i wanna run
against the wind
to prove that
there are harder things
out there
than an unquiet mind.
cheese in a can
is the greatest thing
after you of course
becuase if you were in a can,
i could know no greater feeling
of happiness.
ciao bella