[2004-01-06]_1:22 a.m.
ocean splash
the water runs deep
how cold it was
but warmth searched so hard for
and found
circling in the sand
to imaginary music
'twas the best
that could have been
what has been made
i can feel shaking
underneath
fear
of
what was long denied
and hope
that the damage was not
more than skin deep
and that it will heal soon
especially since
it cant be seen
the way i see it
from then end
and seeing that the means
are not justifying the end
this time
i was just dumb.
red in eyes. and dumb.
im glad ive been told of beauty
i hear it not often
except from within
twas a 7.5
from 1-5
a boost discretly asked for
i waited held back for quite some time now.
it hurt so bad
burned a hole in my stomach
to taste the lemon
with such bitter aftertaste
and a bigger smile
i would not take back
any of it
if it meant
that i could not
3 the way
i did
i do
i will
indefinately
thanx for the moon
and the fizz sound
and the crazy walks
and mars rover walking reminders
ive never walked backwards
that far.
or smelled the beast so much
3 the tree
as long as im allowed.
as long as its understood.