[2004-01-05]_2:00 a.m.
calendar girls
i just saw calendar girls
it was quite funny
really though it was
but im sorry i had to let go
i wish i never had to
i wish there was another way
but that is not the correct path
it doesnt go in the direction needed
although there is always hope
if you can keep it
and my candle burns bright enough
for the world to see
tomorrow is the dentist visit.
i dont look forward to it at all
i hate the smell dentist offices emit
it makes me want to go into the fetal position
and hide in a dark corner.
the hulk twizlers are pretty gross. no wonder the were $0.99
the crazy walgreens guy was there tonight. hes great.
work was terrible today. i waited for a ray of light to come, but it failed to shine. all is good. the sun doesnt shine everyday, and if you think it can, youre a fool.
i havent felt like having sex for a while. i never really was into it. never have been. dont know why.
wish i did. cause it seems like it should be more fun.
fore-play is my game.
this is oversharing.
so i am done.
10 hours until tooth doomsday.
i will sleep with tape holding my eyelids shut tonight.
3 to the tree.