[2003-12-27]_10:17 p.m.
the blinding pills
josh took the pill again. i suppose he probably has been taking them the whole time ive known him. why does his world need the such? it disturbs me inside. i must write to release. he will get a letter. it will be one of the hardest things i have ever had to do. but the only option that i have. i pray upon high ears, so to make its meaning clear and not clouded with judgment or misunderstanding. and so it must be.
will i am