[2004-02-05]_12:12 p.m.
whats going on
i dont know whats going on up there
for the light is too dim
for me to see in through the window
and i shouldnt have to try and spy in
and the front door should not be locked closed
and i shouldnt be so confused
and tired
and sad
and i should not feel second best
or third or fourth
because i know i am number one
i believe in me now
not like the old days
not like the old days
they are gone
but i cant help feeling sorry for
myself
staring up at that window
trying to see in
i think i will dim my lights tonight
and hopefully return the favor.