[2004-01-01]_4:57 p.m.
methadone is far worse that heroin
i wish i was beautiful
the world over might understand
that numbers are meaningless
to an open heart
and open hands
my warmth i would love to extend
to the far boundaries of the world
to the ice caps that melt
lessen the pressure
my gift unto thee
is nothing that i can express
but hold back
all that pushes forward
so much
that i cannot hold the tears back much
longer
when they all push in unison.
oh happy new years to all
the year of change and choice
for there will be many unlike the past
these ones are life changing
soul changing
where its time to shed some skin,
leak some blood and tears,
and awake to a new day,
a fresh start on the rest of your life.
sleep with eyes closed
for the images you will see in the dark
are deceptive creatures
on false pretenses.
guard yourself with something holy
for they hate the light
and all that is behind it.
good day sir.
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